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bloodsong1) wrote2012-08-09 11:29 pm
bloodsong1) wrote2012-08-09 11:29 pm
Third shift is done!
I missed the message, so I drove in and got to hug a permanent employee goodbye because she's moving to Arizona.
I've been thinking about that cigarette burn on my face. Wolf had said "When you figure out what she wants, you'll be free of the curse." I have no idea what the curse itself is, but I think I have a lead on who "she" is and what she wants.
I did a Golden Mirror meditation this morning before going to sleep. True Blue Me showed up in her normal gray pinstripe suit and red turtleneck (which was changed to a red vneck when I said, "Um, August?"). True Blue then put her elegantly shod feet up on a nice desk, leaned back in an executive desk chair and waved for us to continue the conversation. When I said "It's you, so what do you want?", she took her feet off the desk, leaned forward and took my face in her hands (I was sitting cross-legged on the desk).
"I want a job where I am appreciated and respected for my work. Do you know the last time we had that appreciation and respect? LKQ. SIX YEARS AGO. That is too damn long. I know you'll be happy in a room with the door closed and a stack of files to go through, but we NEED that appreciation and respect. We've EARNED it!"
We then teamed up to sing a Ganesha chant off of Elephant Power (WONDERFUL CD, "Ganesha is Fresh" rocks.) and clap. I almost had a temple vision, but I kept getting distracted with the burning, tingling rush of power from the heart chakra into my arms and fingers. I had to stop so I could actually go to sleep.
Tomorrow I call the temp agency and let them know when school starts and see what we can do.
I've been thinking about that cigarette burn on my face. Wolf had said "When you figure out what she wants, you'll be free of the curse." I have no idea what the curse itself is, but I think I have a lead on who "she" is and what she wants.
I did a Golden Mirror meditation this morning before going to sleep. True Blue Me showed up in her normal gray pinstripe suit and red turtleneck (which was changed to a red vneck when I said, "Um, August?"). True Blue then put her elegantly shod feet up on a nice desk, leaned back in an executive desk chair and waved for us to continue the conversation. When I said "It's you, so what do you want?", she took her feet off the desk, leaned forward and took my face in her hands (I was sitting cross-legged on the desk).
"I want a job where I am appreciated and respected for my work. Do you know the last time we had that appreciation and respect? LKQ. SIX YEARS AGO. That is too damn long. I know you'll be happy in a room with the door closed and a stack of files to go through, but we NEED that appreciation and respect. We've EARNED it!"
We then teamed up to sing a Ganesha chant off of Elephant Power (WONDERFUL CD, "Ganesha is Fresh" rocks.) and clap. I almost had a temple vision, but I kept getting distracted with the burning, tingling rush of power from the heart chakra into my arms and fingers. I had to stop so I could actually go to sleep.
Tomorrow I call the temp agency and let them know when school starts and see what we can do.