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bloodsong1 ([personal profile] bloodsong1) wrote2015-06-25 07:18 pm
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The Downside of Depression

Never knowing what might trigger you. Just watching a healthy, cute exchange between a husband and wife, both of whom I respect, left me aching for the rest of the day. It got to the point where I was sitting at my desk FORCING myself to keep banging away on spreadsheets until I just couldn't take it anymore and I spent forty minutes unpacking documents and putting them in our new-to-us filing cabinets. I still have three boxes of documents to put away. Gynah! *claws face*

I bought dark chocolate truffles and milk on my way home. They are not helping, and reading a review of Fifty Shades of Gray that points out ALL the abusive elements has left me even MORE triggered. Fortunately the children are leaving me alone and there is Hidden Almanac. Reverend Mord will help me feel better about my situation. I want to be Pastor Drom for Halloween. Haven't quite figured out the clothes, but there will be a Pastor Drom nametag and an erotic self help book in a pocket. The stole will have to be tie dye, it was in the podcast.

I want to write about the joys of gardening, but the brain is just not into it and I'm getting more and more tired. Time to change into snuggly jammies and learn about depressing made up history.
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I'm sorry

[personal profile] b1bl10v0re 2015-06-26 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
I feel really bad for causing you pain. I wasn't thinking when I initially posted. I went back and edited the post, so now the quotes are now under a cut with a warning. I hope that you have a good evening and a wonderful weekend.

Not your fault, m'dear.

[identity profile] bloodsong1.livejournal.com 2015-06-26 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
I wasn't expecting the triggering and it's something I have to address in counseling anyway.

[identity profile] sheherazahde.livejournal.com 2015-06-26 02:58 am (UTC)(link)
If there is an upside to depression I have yet to hear about it.

I have a copy of "Dare... to Try the Kama Sutra" that might do for an erotic self help manual. It's part of a French series of "Dare..." sex manuals. I got it as a review copy. If you don't think that is appropriate I have plenty of other titles

[identity profile] bloodsong1.livejournal.com 2015-06-26 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
I was thinking of taking one of my books and putting a fake cover on it titled "How to Seduce the Universe". (^_^)

Do you think Pastor Drom would wear bright colors?

[identity profile] sheherazahde.livejournal.com 2015-06-27 01:12 am (UTC)(link)
Why don't you ask her :)

[identity profile] bloodsong1.livejournal.com 2015-06-27 01:18 am (UTC)(link)
Because I wanted to surprise her with a video. (^_^)

[identity profile] sheherazahde.livejournal.com 2015-06-27 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
I was thinking of:
"Becoming Orgasmic: A Sexual and Personal Growth Program for Woman"
"Dreaming the Dark: Magic, Sex & Politics"
"The Art of Sexual Ecstasy: The Path of Sacred Sexuality for Western Lovers"
"Sex for One: The Joy of Selfloving"
"Radical Ecstasy: SM Journeys to Transcendence"
"Love, Sex And Magick: Exploring the Spiritual Union Between Male and Female"
"The God of Ecstasy: Sex Roles and the Madness of Dionysus"

[identity profile] craig139.livejournal.com 2015-07-01 09:06 pm (UTC)(link)
I've read "The Art of Sexual Ecstasy: The Path of Sacred Sexuality for Western Lovers". It's a neat book!

[identity profile] bloodsong1.livejournal.com 2015-06-26 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you.
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[personal profile] mowglikat 2015-07-01 11:30 am (UTC)(link)
I think we should talk more often by phone. How do you feel about that?

[identity profile] bloodsong1.livejournal.com 2015-07-03 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
I am all for that! When's a good time to call?