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I have about 40 minutes before I have to pick up SNB and put the finishing touches on my first New Year's Party Since Wolf Died.
2012.
Well.
Yes.
My, I'm eloquent, aren't I?
Anyhew.
So this year saw my continued grief processing, my kiddos' continued grief processing, going to NYC for my birthday, being fired, starting school, getting unemployment, having a summer!, occasional temp work, a beautiful wedding for two very dear friends, Cuteness starting kindergarten, meeting SNB, agreeing to date SNB, lots of therapeutic writing that I REALLY need to finish that huge dinner entry so we can get back to the actual STORY, hanging out with my very dear friends, being supported emotionally by my very dear family, and living. I'm still alive, my kiddos are still alive, Mama A and Aunt C are still alive, despite a few scares, this is all good.
So, for the first time since Wolf's passing, I can sing "Long December" and actually believe it. I'm on my way to bigger and better things and that, dear LJ Land, is a Very Good Thing.
Blessed Be!
2012.
Well.
Yes.
My, I'm eloquent, aren't I?
Anyhew.
So this year saw my continued grief processing, my kiddos' continued grief processing, going to NYC for my birthday, being fired, starting school, getting unemployment, having a summer!, occasional temp work, a beautiful wedding for two very dear friends, Cuteness starting kindergarten, meeting SNB, agreeing to date SNB, lots of therapeutic writing that I REALLY need to finish that huge dinner entry so we can get back to the actual STORY, hanging out with my very dear friends, being supported emotionally by my very dear family, and living. I'm still alive, my kiddos are still alive, Mama A and Aunt C are still alive, despite a few scares, this is all good.
So, for the first time since Wolf's passing, I can sing "Long December" and actually believe it. I'm on my way to bigger and better things and that, dear LJ Land, is a Very Good Thing.
Blessed Be!
