Spoke too soon.
Aug. 26th, 2014 06:55 pmI've been battling lingering sadness for the last two days. It starts at work and I'm going for my hydroxine (sp? *shrug*) by 9 am. I figured it out today. One of the girls is losing a beloved family member, another got a difficult Dx on her beloved. So there is depression and anxiety about that, and a LOT of anxiety about the changes coming in the next two months, despite all the soothing words from the various managers. Add that to my own issues, anxiety about school starting and, yeah.
I double shielded myself today, which helped the sadness (as well as the med), but it's exhausting, even with tying the shields into objects. So I get home more tired then I normally would. Cuteness decided to pitch a fit over not being able to talk while eating dinner (one kernel of corn at a time) and I didn't let her play to calm herself down. So she threw toys into the hallway to calm down. I will have to rethink the strategy. She is now eating dinner and I'm hiding in my room listening to KUEC archives, AGAIN, and going through Ah Moneypenny notes, as it's been so SLOW this week I've gotten 6 pages written in two days. *boggle*
I'm going to bed early tonight.
Yesterday I did my yoga!
I double shielded myself today, which helped the sadness (as well as the med), but it's exhausting, even with tying the shields into objects. So I get home more tired then I normally would. Cuteness decided to pitch a fit over not being able to talk while eating dinner (one kernel of corn at a time) and I didn't let her play to calm herself down. So she threw toys into the hallway to calm down. I will have to rethink the strategy. She is now eating dinner and I'm hiding in my room listening to KUEC archives, AGAIN, and going through Ah Moneypenny notes, as it's been so SLOW this week I've gotten 6 pages written in two days. *boggle*
I'm going to bed early tonight.
Yesterday I did my yoga!