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Zoloft is my little friend
Sep. 7th, 2014 03:04 pmI've been having stress dreams. Last night was a doozy. Broken feet (mine), alligator infested waters, kiddos bouncing on floating rafts and falling into alligator infested waters and I couldn't even dive in and die because broken feet.
Obviously, I'm feeling helpless and terrified that Something Horrible is going to happen to my little family. I have yet to decide if this is an improvement from Just Wanting To Die Already. Most of my friends would say it is. *shrug*
I almost started crying over my cross stitch for No Good Reason. Then I remembered I hadn't taken my Zoloft. So I took it and about two hours later I wasn't as close to tears. It's still there, hanging out in the wings and plotting my emotional demise. I might need the hydroxyzine before the end of the day.
I've tried tea, but it didn't help much. So now I'm waiting for the bathtub to fill so I can try Afternoon Bath with Classical Music. If this doesn't help, I'm fucked.
But I knew that anyway. Maybe I'll use my Magickal station and get some Krishna Das chants.
In the meantime, the kiddos are fine, SLB has disappeared for football, as he will be doing every Sunday until January, and I've almost finished a leaf in my cross stitch. They're long leaves. Almost like grass, really, but wider. Day lily leaves.
Obviously, I'm feeling helpless and terrified that Something Horrible is going to happen to my little family. I have yet to decide if this is an improvement from Just Wanting To Die Already. Most of my friends would say it is. *shrug*
I almost started crying over my cross stitch for No Good Reason. Then I remembered I hadn't taken my Zoloft. So I took it and about two hours later I wasn't as close to tears. It's still there, hanging out in the wings and plotting my emotional demise. I might need the hydroxyzine before the end of the day.
I've tried tea, but it didn't help much. So now I'm waiting for the bathtub to fill so I can try Afternoon Bath with Classical Music. If this doesn't help, I'm fucked.
But I knew that anyway. Maybe I'll use my Magickal station and get some Krishna Das chants.
In the meantime, the kiddos are fine, SLB has disappeared for football, as he will be doing every Sunday until January, and I've almost finished a leaf in my cross stitch. They're long leaves. Almost like grass, really, but wider. Day lily leaves.
