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Okay then. Issues.
Nov. 28th, 2014 12:31 pmThankfully the office is blissfully quiet and most of the higher ups aren't here.
I am having a difficult day. I've almost broken down twice. Part of it is the STUPID jealousy over my teenage neice. Honestly. I should be better then this. I even put on makeup and earrings today to remind myself that I AM BEAUTIFUL TOO!
It hasn't helped. I miss Wolf fiercely. I am disappointed in myself for still harboring grudges against Bronco and family. I'll probably have to confront them at some point and it will be ugly. I borrowed Zhade's car because hers is better in snow, being very big and heavy. I feel inadequate, not a competent adult. Never mind that if she wasn't here, I'd be driving my car and possibly having difficulties. I've had depressing earworm songs in my head all morning and the only way to drive them out was "Sorted This Way".
I want a good cry, a cup of tea and a snuggly blanket. I will have to wait on the cry until I get home.
I am having a difficult day. I've almost broken down twice. Part of it is the STUPID jealousy over my teenage neice. Honestly. I should be better then this. I even put on makeup and earrings today to remind myself that I AM BEAUTIFUL TOO!
It hasn't helped. I miss Wolf fiercely. I am disappointed in myself for still harboring grudges against Bronco and family. I'll probably have to confront them at some point and it will be ugly. I borrowed Zhade's car because hers is better in snow, being very big and heavy. I feel inadequate, not a competent adult. Never mind that if she wasn't here, I'd be driving my car and possibly having difficulties. I've had depressing earworm songs in my head all morning and the only way to drive them out was "Sorted This Way".
I want a good cry, a cup of tea and a snuggly blanket. I will have to wait on the cry until I get home.
