The Downside of Depression

Never knowing what might trigger you. Just watching a healthy, cute exchange between a husband and wife, both of whom I respect, left me aching for the rest of the day. It got to the point where I was sitting at my desk FORCING myself to keep banging away on spreadsheets until I just couldn't take it anymore and I spent forty minutes unpacking documents and putting them in our new-to-us filing cabinets. I still have three boxes of documents to put away. Gynah! *claws face*

I bought dark chocolate truffles and milk on my way home. They are not helping, and reading a review of Fifty Shades of Gray that points out ALL the abusive elements has left me even MORE triggered. Fortunately the children are leaving me alone and there is Hidden Almanac. Reverend Mord will help me feel better about my situation. I want to be Pastor Drom for Halloween. Haven't quite figured out the clothes, but there will be a Pastor Drom nametag and an erotic self help book in a pocket. The stole will have to be tie dye, it was in the podcast.

I want to write about the joys of gardening, but the brain is just not into it and I'm getting more and more tired. Time to change into snuggly jammies and learn about depressing made up history.