Wow, you guys
Feb. 10th, 2014 02:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bloodsong1It was a beautifully clear morning today. Bitterly cold, but beautifully clear. I spent a quiet relaxing weekend running errands, getting a fantastic hair cut, taking myself out to a lovely lunch at Uno's (french onion soup & grilled cheese) and doing laundry. SLB has been sick most of the past week, so he spent a lot of time in bed. I went to D&D Saturday night and got another demon zombie for my collection. I have three demon zombies and they have a fuckton of hit points and are great distractions for the melee fighters.
Last night we put up one of SLB's friends due to the extra inch of snow we got. This morning he was up and ready to move his car after I dropped Cuteness off at the bus stop. I made him coffee, he was very grateful. I treated myself to my first cup of coffee in about three weeks, all two ounces. It's still not finished, but that's okay.
I decided I will attempt to play "Don't Starve" on the PS4. It does look like fun. I've been watching "Queer Eye for the Straight Guy" and playing Harvest Moon Magical Melody. My girl has married her doctor and she has 55 notes. My boy I haven't decided on who he should marry yet, he has about 13 notes. I'm trying to get all the festivals I missed.
Today I took my time and savored my lunch. I had a full spectrum blood panel done a few weeks ago, everything came back good except the Vitamin D, which was a little low. I'm taking calcium with D, and I have another bottle of D supplements. This means I brought my cholesterol down and my kidneys are working properly and my thyroid is not an issue. The CSA starts in a few months, we will be doing that again. $250 goes a long way towards eating fresh local produce and really good wine.
I feel like dancing. I feel my ambition surging. I want to pursue those coding certifications. I want to keep writing. Urban Fantasy is still stuck. Beautiful Breakdown comes in fits and starts, as does Wistfull. I'm almost done with the damned prednisone, only two more days of 10 mgs. I'm not nearly as shaky and jittery and Spider-Me as I was last week, which is a huge relief. It means what I'm feeling now is a direct result of the Zoloft, which is so encouraging.
The last time I felt this good? Right around when I started dating SLB. So, October of 2012. A year and four months.
A YEAR AND FOUR MONTHS.
Simple Abundance reminded me last night that Life is a work in progress and now is the time to take chances, make mistakes, get messy and be glad. Trust and encourage your instints. Be open to the Universe. Start looking at your dreams again.
Maybe it's just the medication. Maybe it's just the first quiet whispers of spring. Maybe it's all of those things. Maybe I'll crash and burn.
I'm actually looking forward to it. And that's the most powerful thing of all.
Last night we put up one of SLB's friends due to the extra inch of snow we got. This morning he was up and ready to move his car after I dropped Cuteness off at the bus stop. I made him coffee, he was very grateful. I treated myself to my first cup of coffee in about three weeks, all two ounces. It's still not finished, but that's okay.
I decided I will attempt to play "Don't Starve" on the PS4. It does look like fun. I've been watching "Queer Eye for the Straight Guy" and playing Harvest Moon Magical Melody. My girl has married her doctor and she has 55 notes. My boy I haven't decided on who he should marry yet, he has about 13 notes. I'm trying to get all the festivals I missed.
Today I took my time and savored my lunch. I had a full spectrum blood panel done a few weeks ago, everything came back good except the Vitamin D, which was a little low. I'm taking calcium with D, and I have another bottle of D supplements. This means I brought my cholesterol down and my kidneys are working properly and my thyroid is not an issue. The CSA starts in a few months, we will be doing that again. $250 goes a long way towards eating fresh local produce and really good wine.
I feel like dancing. I feel my ambition surging. I want to pursue those coding certifications. I want to keep writing. Urban Fantasy is still stuck. Beautiful Breakdown comes in fits and starts, as does Wistfull. I'm almost done with the damned prednisone, only two more days of 10 mgs. I'm not nearly as shaky and jittery and Spider-Me as I was last week, which is a huge relief. It means what I'm feeling now is a direct result of the Zoloft, which is so encouraging.
The last time I felt this good? Right around when I started dating SLB. So, October of 2012. A year and four months.
A YEAR AND FOUR MONTHS.
Simple Abundance reminded me last night that Life is a work in progress and now is the time to take chances, make mistakes, get messy and be glad. Trust and encourage your instints. Be open to the Universe. Start looking at your dreams again.
Maybe it's just the medication. Maybe it's just the first quiet whispers of spring. Maybe it's all of those things. Maybe I'll crash and burn.
I'm actually looking forward to it. And that's the most powerful thing of all.
