But I don't WANNA move to Dreamwidth!

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Stupid LJ and its stupid move to Russia and stupid politics.

*grumblemuttersnarlgnashingofteeth*

So I saw another GYN today, one of the jerky customers from the dealership. He is not jerky to his patients, appeared not to recognize me and his lobby looks nicer than some hotels I've stayed at. Guess he has to haggle down service costs to keep the place looking nice.

As expected, sterilization was agreed to with a minimum of fuss. Laparoscopic, done at UHS because, I asked for the second week of February, we shall see how long the insurance waiver takes. I will not be surprised if I end up with a horrendous copay.

Now I'm processing this Life Changing decision. I'm keeping most of the girly bits, only the tubes will be removed, so I will still have periods with the NONSENSE. I can deal with the NONSENSE knowing I can't get pregnant. The only way to control the NONSENSE is hormones and I'm tired of the weight gain and the extra steps needed. Seal the subways! Eggs got nowhere to go, spermies got nowhere to go, mutual destruction for the win! Who hoo!

It's also bittersweet, as this is another Declaration of Self away from my Wolf. He was eager to have a child and determined to make the process as easy on me as possible. I didn't want a kid in my thirties even before the six weeks preterms and csections, Cuteness squeaked in at 29. I was done.

Soon I will really be done. I don't think I'll feel less of a woman. I'm pretty sure any partners will agree I'm still sexy. It's empowering. (^_^)