The Garden Peon
Jun. 7th, 2015 12:59 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bloodsong1has planted carrots!
has lost all the broccoli to the bunny and groundhog.
extended the bottle border by six bottles. I'm not going any further until the porch is fixed.
rearranged the pea plants so they are climbing the laughable trellis. Next year, a proper trellis for the peas.
still has peas and beans in the smaller bed, a few cucumbers in the bigger bed and might, MIGHT be able to keep the rest of the beans.
In other news, I have realized I am still attracted to ex SLB on a physical level. This does not change my mind and his comments about Mama A, while true, are not appreciated. The booty call I refused last week had him concerned I was offended or angry. I was neither, but I'm still disappointed and annoyed he refuses to acknowledge he is an adult. I wanted to keep him, but his temper, his childishness and his arguing over simple, stupid things was too much for me to deal with when I already had a teenager. I seem to be protecting myself with this. If I ignore the physical attraction, I can keep him at arm's length. I want him to go away on his own, but in order for that to work, I have to be unfriendly and refuse him access to the house and the children. They still love him. ARGH!
has lost all the broccoli to the bunny and groundhog.
extended the bottle border by six bottles. I'm not going any further until the porch is fixed.
rearranged the pea plants so they are climbing the laughable trellis. Next year, a proper trellis for the peas.
still has peas and beans in the smaller bed, a few cucumbers in the bigger bed and might, MIGHT be able to keep the rest of the beans.
In other news, I have realized I am still attracted to ex SLB on a physical level. This does not change my mind and his comments about Mama A, while true, are not appreciated. The booty call I refused last week had him concerned I was offended or angry. I was neither, but I'm still disappointed and annoyed he refuses to acknowledge he is an adult. I wanted to keep him, but his temper, his childishness and his arguing over simple, stupid things was too much for me to deal with when I already had a teenager. I seem to be protecting myself with this. If I ignore the physical attraction, I can keep him at arm's length. I want him to go away on his own, but in order for that to work, I have to be unfriendly and refuse him access to the house and the children. They still love him. ARGH!
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Date: 2015-06-07 07:46 pm (UTC)I'm sorry to hear that the relationship thing is still hard. But, yeah, that sounds like the best course of action.
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Date: 2015-06-07 11:05 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-06-07 08:29 pm (UTC)no subject
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