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Found out why Cuteness has been talking about babies and asking people with bellies if they're pregnant. She found a video log called "The Daily Bump" which was a video log made by a Californian woman who suffered a miscarriage and a stillbirth before having a little boy. She's on Youtube and her husband does the family vlog. Missy Lanning is her name, check her out if you wish. She's a Strong Woman.

We watched the delivery video together, which was a C section so nothing graphic was seen, and I told Cuteness the story of her birth. I cried the whole time, still tearing up, but I don't feel overwhelmed with sadness or sliding into Indigo. I haven't taken a Zoloft in three weeks! I seem to be stabilizing, we shall see how it goes. September is Unkind.

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