I'm not that strong.
Sep. 10th, 2015 12:23 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Not this month. Not with meltdowns over lost physical forms for school and dangerous ideas that were not and WILL NOT BE ACTED ON!!!!!
I'm going back on the Zoloft starting today. I'm disappointed in myself, but I know this path and I don't want to walk it again. I can see that damned hole. I am NOT falling into it.
I'm sorry, everyone. I want to be happy and I can't like this. Up past midnight on a work night because I'm afraid to go to bed. Crying for no good reason.
It will be better after the dawn.
I'm going back on the Zoloft starting today. I'm disappointed in myself, but I know this path and I don't want to walk it again. I can see that damned hole. I am NOT falling into it.
I'm sorry, everyone. I want to be happy and I can't like this. Up past midnight on a work night because I'm afraid to go to bed. Crying for no good reason.
It will be better after the dawn.
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Date: 2015-09-10 04:55 am (UTC)I'm still awake if you need to call.
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Date: 2015-09-10 11:23 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-09-10 07:14 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-09-10 11:23 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-09-11 12:10 pm (UTC)There is no failure in getting the help you need.
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Date: 2015-09-12 12:20 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-09-11 12:54 pm (UTC)*hugs*
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Date: 2015-09-12 12:21 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-09-11 10:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-09-12 12:21 am (UTC)You are a lot stronger than you think
Date: 2015-09-13 09:51 pm (UTC)Re: You are a lot stronger than you think
Date: 2015-09-14 02:16 am (UTC)